Everyday
I wake up in the morning
to find that
"Who is my Mr. Right?"
is the first thing
to pop up
in mind
This seems very very
quaint
because
all my life
before
I keep thinking
about
plans for my future
I wanna be successful
I wanna be a brainy scientist
I wanna be filthy rich
I wanna have a mansion
with a huge beautiful garden
with it's landscape are so beautiful
that i created them with my own idea
I wanna have 30 luxurious cars
and more
I wanna have my own
my very own horses
I wanna have a big company
with worldwide branches
I want everthing in my life
that came
from my own
blood and crash
I never have wanted love
I never even think about it
But this time
it's so damn different
I think I'm really thirsty for love
I really miss the beautiful feeling
the flowery heart
the funny feeling
that runs through my vein
I want that caress touch
I miss it
It's been too long
I've been
heartless
I know the heart
is still beating
inside of me
But I want it back
I want to feel to feel it's beating back
I want to feel that love
The most beautiful
basic thing
that everyone ever need in their own lives
I want to love and to beloved
By a man
And sometimes I even
And sometimes I even
Childish right?
I know
But it's a fact though
I know
But it's a fact though
Maybe it's just because of the emptiness
makes me feel lonely
And thus
the huge loneliness feelings
just simply
boost up
and leaves
me
a great courage to find
myself
a BOYFRIEND
however
I keep pushing my heart away
from
this
BOYFRIEND MATTER
coz so far
im still way down
under the ground
from the sky
I need to climb more
I still got a long way to go
a
very
very
long way to go
I'm young though
so
What's a rush huh?
Live life cool
Enjoy
while
the Earth
is still going round
Have a blast, people!
*kids stay in school okay
ya got a lot to love
before ya fall in love
don't simply waste your time
on something
unnecessary
Just go get yourself
a lot of fun lessons
Then you can start your life!*
"a piece to be kept properly in your lil' skull"
"watch this, then you can choose either to fight or to die...as a loser"
