Four days coming up for the new samosa to start up. Meanwhile I'm still keeping myself to focus on my FYP. And at the same time I'm preparing for the dance performance which is going to be right on the same day as the samosa starts. Apparently, I have to skip the classes on the first day of the samosa.
After two semester I left Kalakshetra just because to cope up with them blardy tough subjects so that I can earn some dean records for the semesters, I felt like something is really missing. Is it that the "Boyfriend Matter"? No, no. I ate too much? Well, yeah but that's not the answer. Oh yeap. It's because I had no life before. I quitted my dance life! Though, I still love kalakshetra even when I realized that my real future isn't to be rooted towards that field. But hell yeah, it's been an obligation in my life ever since I was little.. Study is one thing. Of course, it's the main course of the routine. But dance...it's my "side dish". Damn right. How can you ever eat rice without any side dish?? I'd rather eat Hup Seng biscuits with my favourite hot Australian's Milo! So yeah... That's the truth. Even when I dance until 1 am I can still spend the night studying. In fact, dance gives me the courage to study!
#np Bang Bang, Rye Rye feat. Mia
After two semester I left Kalakshetra just because to cope up with them blardy tough subjects so that I can earn some dean records for the semesters, I felt like something is really missing. Is it that the "Boyfriend Matter"? No, no. I ate too much? Well, yeah but that's not the answer. Oh yeap. It's because I had no life before. I quitted my dance life! Though, I still love kalakshetra even when I realized that my real future isn't to be rooted towards that field. But hell yeah, it's been an obligation in my life ever since I was little.. Study is one thing. Of course, it's the main course of the routine. But dance...it's my "side dish". Damn right. How can you ever eat rice without any side dish?? I'd rather eat Hup Seng biscuits with my favourite hot Australian's Milo! So yeah... That's the truth. Even when I dance until 1 am I can still spend the night studying. In fact, dance gives me the courage to study!
#np Miss America, Lana Del Rey
But the thing is, Umi and Nad keep asking me to stop and quit dance. Well it could be possible because I'm reaching towards the end of the degree and I have to focus on my FYP. But... Right now I'm the one who's responsible for Kalax as I'm the club's current president. I won't let go off something that I really love. This seems hard. But it's okay. I'll take it as a challenge. For this semester, I vow to to earn perfect score for this semester onwards and do very much well in my FYP.
After all, Najmi's sister, kak Liyana told me that if I can be active in co-curriculum but at the same time I can achieve dean's list, it gives me extra credit in future. It's really good for my mental and physical work out, in fact. Am I right? It's okay. In terms of this matter I love to be positive.
Be positive. You'll realize that you're just one step ahead to the top.
Be yourself! Coz' life's too short to be anybody else.
Ya Allah, please bless me in everything I do. I need your guidance. As You're my everything in my life. You're the reason I'm still breathing right now. Every moment I breathe I always think of You and feel You in my heart. I can never live without You. You are the Almighty. The only One that I can depend on other than myself. I'm craving for Your love. This crave is much more worse than anything else ever happened in this world. Amiin.
Night,
Samya
