My head just stuck thinking how my future would become if I pursue my education field based on my main interest.
I'm stucked.
Most of my acquaintances convey the same ideas about the future of scientists. We talked over this matter during our lunchtime this afternoon.
I was using my friend's laptop when I was typing this entry.
So I googled the job market for researchers, particularly Molecular Biology in Malaysia, my country.
I found nothing... Oh, I found one! Only that the job scope is more about providing consultation to customers regarding products. Let me say... is this actually a marketing job? I guess so. No doubt.
Well, it is undeniable that nowadays everything is related to money. Gosh I don't know how to live without being myself. This is absurd. The whole world rule is absurd. I hate it.
What am I gonna do now? Am I going to survive while living my dream? Or do I need to sacrifice my ambition in order to survive? I need no discretion over this thought of mine. I'm very adamant and determined about my dreams. That's who I am. But, I need some more motivation for me to proceed my intention of the pursuance.
Will there be anybody gonna stand behind me and say that I'm gonna get through it? Please... I need the courage, the strength.
I'm stucked.
Most of my acquaintances convey the same ideas about the future of scientists. We talked over this matter during our lunchtime this afternoon.
I was using my friend's laptop when I was typing this entry.
So I googled the job market for researchers, particularly Molecular Biology in Malaysia, my country.
I found nothing... Oh, I found one! Only that the job scope is more about providing consultation to customers regarding products. Let me say... is this actually a marketing job? I guess so. No doubt.
Well, it is undeniable that nowadays everything is related to money. Gosh I don't know how to live without being myself. This is absurd. The whole world rule is absurd. I hate it.
What am I gonna do now? Am I going to survive while living my dream? Or do I need to sacrifice my ambition in order to survive? I need no discretion over this thought of mine. I'm very adamant and determined about my dreams. That's who I am. But, I need some more motivation for me to proceed my intention of the pursuance.
Will there be anybody gonna stand behind me and say that I'm gonna get through it? Please... I need the courage, the strength.
