Facebook is so predictable. It's 2.50 AM in the morning when I was browsing and reading through my friends' posts on Facebook news feed, wishing New Year and revealing their new resolutions. Awkwardly, I don't have any new resolution for 2014. But what I know is I want to be better each day. I still have the faith to keep on chasing my dreams, of course.
But what has happened to me in 2013, every ups and downs, sadness and happiness, achievements and disappointment, dooms and gifts, no matter what... the thing that I cherish the most is every lesson that Allah has granted me.
I can see myself in it's gradual metamorphosis tonight. But hey, I can't change that fast. yet time will change me. That eventually you will see the new me. The new person that will never come back to who she was.
I have this one friend who have almost the same kind of mentality as mine. What differs us is me being me, and her being her. She reminded me,
"Keep moving forward and don't ever look back. You may look back for once, or twice.. But that would be for the sake of reminding yourself of your lessons, not to repeat your history."
We kinda had a long chat about our plans for future. Apparently each of us dream big. LOL. Nothing is impossible right? If Elizabeth Murray can make it through her homeless childhood history towards Harvard, then why can't I? I always believe that I can make it through the rain, no matter how bad the weather is. May Allah always be with me.
So for this year, along with my ambitions tightly and neatly held in my hand, I tend to continue this journey. With my faith and vows, with good hopes, and stronger determination, I pray for my victory to be all set at the end of the day. That's all I wanna focus for now.
*From my lips to God's ear*
And for all of you, all I can say is stay healthy, maintain your optimistic, be good and nice with every person you've met, even though she or he might have hurt you, just keep your heart as pure as the ZamZam water. Because that's the best thing you can do to keep yourself safe and sound in the hands of Allah. May Allah bless you through days and nights, through every breathe you take and every beats of your heart. Amen.
Goodnight peeps~
"My own new revelation. I'm just gonna be myself"
